Thursday, December 25, 2008

christmas!!

june ng i love you :)

okay now back to blogging. merry christmas everyone!!!! =D =D
ytd nite i chose christmas caroling with the church over partying with kj normen joey and randall. though i heard they had alot of fun and was like "ahhhh!! i wantt" i was glad tt i went for caroling. christmas eve is the last day i should be out partying at a club surrounded by drunk and horny ppl.. somehow when we choose to do the right thing there is a feeling of satisfaction without a guilt tag on it. so yupp =) it made christmas alot more meaningful than just a holiday!

plus it was fun hanging out with the chenli ppl. (except for a particular loudhailer person tt was criticising others every 3 seconds or so) still, i was in high spirits. and i broke out from my usu softness and shouted cos it was ear deafeningly noisy and it was the only way i could be heard by whoever i was talking to.

and today i went for christmas service in the morning, then christmas lunch with chen li and finally marina square with chen li ppl (still, but this time no adults or old ppl). arcade was truckloads of fun!! rachel tan spent $3, joanne spent $3.50 and me $6.50. i had to borrow $1.50 from rachel tan cos i suck at the games. i was on maybe my fourth 50cent coin when she only dumped one coin into the slot. tsk tsk. it shows how rarely i go to the arcade cos i spend my time on more constructive pasttimes okayy. haha! :)

i realised i have been backsliding so much the past years. being around christian friends rooted me to my faith. but after leaving agape and the christian influence from the likes of claire in dhs, i went from daily devotion every night, to only praying at night, to only saying grace before meals, then to only going to church on sundays. and tadaa. i became a sunday christian. =( so guilty to admit it laa. but its the truth. so this christmas im thankful to god tt i can spend time with the church-ers.

but im gg out with the guys and probably suyee too on tuesday, new year eve! =D yay i can do dance so happy. and with june on wednesday if she doesnt have work on thurs. the problem is for wed we're all girls. i will have no protection :( don wanna be groped or french kissed by some retard. so howw ppl howw. hai. hopefully prince charming will come and pick me from the dungeons. hahaha. chuan2 dao4 qiao2 tou2 zi4 ran2 zhi2. (things will turn out fine when the time comes) tt's what im hoping for. if not, then i'll just abstain from all drinks and cross my fingers tt no one will do anything weird to me.